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the Change

Posted on Dec 16th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog
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I walked this place,
where I had tread before,
depth of vision brought,
by remembrance's trace,
blanketing a version of truth,
just as the first snow,
a thin veil of deceit's replace.

Tarnished this place is!
My memories are gone!

The snow melts in the heat of my ire,
for who steals this place,
as I remembered it before?
Aye, the thief of time robbed my desire,
obliterating all that I knew,
leaving my feelings shallow and empty,
my mind's eye put out to retire.

How dare it change?!?
My memories usurped!

At first the tears thickly welled,
longing for thirteen long years past,
desiring a return to a distant then,
imposible though for change is compelled.
I moved on and so did this place,
and it is a selfish desire to thus imprison,
locking it in time and hence in reality jailed.

Nothing is permanent.
It is my mind which is locked!

Calm sanity of recognition slowly returned and retained,
a blinding realization of of timeless Truth,
that time is not burned in place forever,
and such on my mind's retina so contained.
I begin to see All anew,
a combination of then and now,
blessed balance through acceptance of change regained.

My memories are safe and growing each day,
for nothing lasts forever,
except for the Change.


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A Cowboy's Dance ...

Posted on Dec 15th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog
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"Cowboys dance every dance as long as their bladders and feet hold out."

What I'm telling you, to be more precise, is my bladder and feet aren't holding out.  This Gaia Dance is about to continue without many of my moves.

My life and career is about to turn frantic.  Beyond your wildest dreams of busy.  I'm at a crossroads, and taking a hard turn toward change. 

So, save for an occassional uploaded poem and a thumbs-up "good on ya" to friends, I'll be pretty sparse in these parts for at least two years.  Perhaps a bit longer.

I still love this space.  I still will silently watch friends, and in my heart be part of the community.  It is just I will be full of bull, and it will be a time to exercise some quietude in this space.

"After eatin an entire bull, a mountain lion felt so good he started roaring.  He kept it up until a hunter came along and shot him.... The moral: When you're full of bull, keep yer mouth shut."

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What's your favorite form of creative expression? - A Poet's Pot

Posted on Nov 24th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 24, 2008:

A Poet's Pot -






Expression through Poetry,

by words spun,

on the wheel of a mind,

the wheel powered by Spirit,

a construct formed by loving embrace,

crafted upward and outward through interpretation,

delicate vessel oft capturing and holding truth,

freely serving and pouring truth,

exuding a glaze of truth,

fired to a glossy finish,

reflecting Us.

The layered beauty of the expression of Poetry.

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Sin of Security

Posted on Nov 18th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog
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They could not understand hunger,

with their protruded bellies,

excess gluttonous calories,

pies and cakes,

deep fried detectibles,

devoid of hunger except that in the mind.

Well fed,

They commit the sin of security.


They could not fathom the need for arms,

content with their programs of retribution,

of glorious social redistribution,

no preparation aginst despots,

nothing spent on defence and judging armies,

whilst sitting under an umbrella of protection.

Paid by blood of others,

They commit the sin of security.


They thought they were immune from disease,

plague eliminated by their medicinal prowess,

scientific suppression of spiritual Taoists,

popping pills,

spending billions on chemical potions.

Trying to defeat Nature,

They commit the sin of security.


And so it came to pass,

when evolution bypassed these wretched souls,

making waste of them as a new set of dead sea scrolls,

in favoring the others whom the sinners had forgotten,

honed by suffering and strife,

the wretched became royal and replacing,

those who reveled in the sin of security.


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jeepdog? What the hell is a Jeep Dog!?!?

Posted on Nov 13th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog

Alright, I capitulate.  Sort of - since I know the explanation may not be quite as esoteric as some may believe.

It seems lately folks have really taken notice of this "jeepdog" business and have queried what it may mean.  This culminated recently with Andrewasking in ZnG mail.

So, here is the response to that query, for the information of all who frequent here...

Jeep Dog:  Sort of weird, this.  In the early '90s, my phreaker handle / Internet persona was >>>>Huey Dog!!<<<< .  This grew out of the fact that I am, among other things, a helicopter pilot, and was damned proud I was flying around in antique Huey helicopters.  Also, at the same time, probably due to my preference of great retrievers (I also was a bird hunter back then, which is an activity which I have ceased), friends called me "dog."  Mind you - this was before "dog" was a popular discriptor within Hip Hop culture...

In 2004, when I began geocaching (http://www.geocaching.com/) I took the handle of jeep dog since I stilled liked the dog part, and replaced "Huey" with "Jeep" for a number of reasons.

First, I am fond of the the '30s Popeye cartoon "dog" named Eugene the Jeep.  Incidentally, the "go anywhere across any dimension" magical powers of Eugene may have lead to the popular - slang - name for hardy Willys vehicles (now a brand name).  

The reason I am fond of Eugene is that he was ahead of his time, and surprisingly transcendental. 

huh?

Yeah, you read that right, transcendental.  He's flat-out cool.  Read on...

 



In a comic strip entitled "Wha's a Jeep?" published in a strip on  August 9, 1936, Popeye asks Professor Brainstine of a description of a Jeep.

He received the following response:


"A Jeep is an animal living in a three dimensional world-in this case our world- but really belonging to a fourth dimensional world.  Here's what happened.  A number of Jeep life cells were somehow forced through the dimensional barrier into our world.  They combined at a favorable time with free life cells of the African Hooey Hound.  The electrical vibrations of the Hooey Hound cell and the foreign cell were the same.  They were kindred cells.  In fact, all things are to some extent are relative, whether they be of this or some other world, now you see.  The extremely favorable conditions of germination in Africa caused a fusion of these life cells.  So the uniting of kindred cells caused a transmutation.  The result, a mysterious strange animal."

Well, crap.  Perhaps this "jeepdog" business borders the esoteric after all!



A strange enigma of an animal indeed.  There are many on Gaia that quite regularly describe me as such, so far the allusion seems proper.  No?

There's slightly more to the tale (tail?).

Second, "jeep" is a state of mind.  There's a certain Zen about Jeeps. 

For example, about a year ago, my family was out for a drive (my mom and dad were along for the ride, nicknames moonstarand Stinky), and we headed up LaBrocita Canyon (New Mexico) to find beautiful trees and explore.

Have you ever gotten on a road and just followed it until either you could not follow it any farther or perhaps stayed on that road until it played out? That is what we were doing this fine day.  As we headed up LaBrocita canyon, Stinky announced that the road would get rough, and we probably wouldn't make it, but eventually the very rough roads would connect into other roads back to Tularosa.

That was inspiration enough for me to carry on. Past bend, through puddle, straddling small rocks, and maneuvering carefully, we were Jeepin'!

There was a small problem, however. I was driving a minivan. 

This was pointed out, when moonstar wisely proclaimed "Jeep is not a vehicle. Jeep is a state of mind."

Can we hear an AMEN? Well - AMEN! Ponder that perhaps adventuring is not something that you do, but perhaps something that you are. Perhaps you have to remember the joy of life. Perhaps you have to remember that there is more than having a deliberate destination planned. Perhaps - sometimes, you have to stop, look around, and realize you just drove through 5 eco-zones, and pause to smell the Douglas Firs.

Combine this with and the fact that I steadfastly refuse to drive anything but a Jeep (well, when I don't have to worry about 5 additional passengers, um, and when I'm not typically pedaling a bike to work) - since in my mind, "jeep" is a state of mind that happpens to correlate to a vehicle, of all things. 

By the way, I now exercise the right change my mind about "jeepdog" not being esoteric.

Now, my friends, you know "the rest of the story."  Perhaps "jeepdog" makes perfect sense.  I am a bit saddened that the "mystery" and "aura" behind the moniker are displaced with this writing.

Oh well.



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How can you create more joy around you?

Posted on Nov 7th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 07, 2008:



Relinquish power.  Power of ego, power of majority, power of morality.

"You shall have joy, or you shall have power, said God; you shall not have both."

                                                              ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
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"Big O" aftermath - some reflections...

Posted on Nov 6th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog

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I am heartened.

I am definitely not euphoric.  Nor celebrating.  There's work to be done.

It does not require a majority to prevail, but rather an irate, tireless minority keen to set brush fires in people's minds.
                                                             - John Adams
                                
                                                       
Out of curiousity, I perused the blogs/discussions of both the right and left.  The same hateful rhetoric is being spewed both directions.

Most people just don't get it.

As I wrote on What predictions have come true in your life? -

Perhaps the time for both sides (the "major" two political parties) to put the hate, the baked-in mean of red, blue, orange, and green memes mostly celebrated by the two parties, behind us.

I was definitely not "for" Obama as a candidate (in case there's any confusion, neither was I "for" McCain).  I'm one of those rare fraction of a percentage point people that does not believe the Tier I politics of either party is our salvation.  It is all "more of the same," at least from a party platform perspective.

Yet, while I was not "for" Obama as a candidate, he has my respect as a President Elect, and on January 20th, will have my unfailing support as the President.  Will I agree with everything he does?  Hell no!  Yet, he, and my elected officials, will hear about it when he doesn't.

He that would make his own liberty secure, must guard even his enemy from oppositiion; for if he violates this duty he establishes a precedent that will reach himself."
                                                  - Thomas Paine

We need to rationally support the President, and as free individuals exercise our RESPONSIBILITY to disagree when the time comes.  Mind you I said "disagree," not "belittle," "slander," "spew rhetoric" in taking the lead as to what the far Left did with Bush.  Yes, Bush was wrong, but slinging hate is more so.

"Those who expect to reap the blessings of liberty must undergo the fatiques of supporting it."
                                      - Thomas Paine

The time is to roll up our sleeves and continue to do what is "right."

You must not only aim right, but draw the bow with all your might.
                                                           - Henry David Thoreau

Ironic how it is that often those who "draw" and those who "aim" are different groups.

Assuming that U.S. voters have collectively managed to "aim right," now is the time embark on the truly hard task - one that requires strength - to draw the bow. 

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Embrace the Beast

Posted on Oct 30th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog


And the Beast came down with intent to reign,

Suggesting with taps upon my window pane,

Tap.  Tap, tap, tippity-tap.  TAP.

A cold reminder falling in this dark rain,

The gloom of clouds a reflection of soul's pain.


Lighting flashed the bright lights of war,

While thunder boomed the evil chants,

Boom.  Crack, crack, crackity-crack.  BOOM!

The wet patina one that those below wore,

Suggesting our lives are nothing more than mere chance.


Borne upon the twilight damp reminder in the morning,

Small droplets cutting to the soul as an ethereal sword,

Schling.  Clank, clank, clankity-clank.  Scchhlinnngg!

To those looking out their sadness lead to mourning,

As the black clouds fed on this and continued their soaring.


Yet one warrior stepped forward despite the attempts to vail,

Knowing doors open to those with joy and courage is allowed,

Clank.  Creak, creak, creakity-creak.  Creak.

Seeing the glory and exhilaration through the gloom's thin veil.

Stepping outward into the rain and proclaiming joy aloud.


In the midst of the storm upward the warrior's hope found ascent,

That the reminder was one of gladness not one of guilt,

Hum.  Ohm, ohm, ohmmy-om.  Hummm.

Conquer the Beast by embracing it came the people's assent,

Inspired by the warrior they lived Life and were gilt.


Rise up to the occasion and turn the Beast with an embrace.

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Irrational Integral

Posted on Oct 23rd, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog

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From a first tier perspective, it probably seems that Integral is crazily irrational.  To those in developmental memes of archaic, magical, mythical, and pluralistic, the perceived rational approach of second tier makes little sense.  Similarly, to those in the developmental meme of rational, second tier's homage to spirituality probably appears as grossly irrational. Those based in pluralism seem to find hierarchy embraced by second tier as irrational and immature, if not heretic.


This irrational aspect of Integral is good.  It is natural, and it belongs.


One of the problems with most economic theories is that they originated in rational stages of development, and hence are based on the belief that humans make rational choices.  The problem is, humans, collectively, do not.  In fact, even at the individually they do not make rational choices when it comes to economics.


Back in the 1980s, I attended an economic conference for up and coming High School students (I believe it was a conference for those in advanced placement programs).  Now that I've divulged far to much about myself (age, academic propensities, et cetera), let's look at one of the many experiments (also known as "games") in which we partook.  Some of us were given 20 $1 bills.  We were told that we could keep all or some of the money if we shared it with another student who received no money.  It was up to us with the wad of greenbacks exactly how much we should share, and that as long as the other student accepted our offer, we both would get to keep the agreed upon money.  However, if the other student refused our offer, neither of us would get nary a penny. 

The "logic" or "rationality" behind economic theory would lead economists to expect the individuals in this situation to be "rational".  In this scenario, that I would offer the lowest possible amount ($1) and the other person, recognizing that $1 is greater than nil, would accept that offer.


Apparently, to economists, I am not "rational."  I immediately offered a $10 - $10 split, for the mutual benefit of all, since, after all, I had to hang out with this other student for at least four more days, and I had a reputation - a social standing perception - to uphold.  The split, in other words, in a societal context, was "equitable."


Little did we students know that our little pea brains were being messed with.  Apparently, this "experiment" had been prevalent throughout the 80's and was called the "ultimatum game."  A full three years of this experiment ran, and it became apparent that nearly half of the $20 individuals immediately offered to split the money dead-even (ah-ha, so I wasn't so "irrational" after all!), and in these cases the other party immediately agreed.  Most of the time, when the $20 holder offered $9 or even $8, the other agreed.  The clear cut line was $7, where the other individual would refuse the deal, walk away, and both individuals went away with a sad face since they received nada.


Clearly, something more is going on beyond the "well, something is better than nothing?"  What is indeed going on is a societal sense of "fairness."  At a certain point, the person without the $20 would rather refuse a few free bucks to gain a societal "profit" of punishing the person who violated society's rules of fairness.  For social creatures, this sense - this impulse - is not lacking logic.  This impulse for balance and fairness in social reciprocity is essential.


Essential?  Huh? 

Indeed.  Essential.  That is because those evolutionary forces that gave us the gifts of empathy and social cooperation are the same forces that make us prickly.  Believe me, I know about prickly.  A leading theorist in "moral psychology" from the University of Virginia, Dr. Jonathan Haidt (Associate Professor of social psychology, and author of The Happiness Hypothesis - http://people.virginia.edu/~jdh6n/), states that the emotions with which we are hardwired - vengeance and gratitude - are also paired, if not linked directly.  These paired emotions allowed humans to become the ultra-social, ultra-successful (ultra-integral?) species.  The two are an evolutionary check-and-balance, he points out, since gratitude paves the way for expanding social network and forging new alliances, while vengeance ensures our new allies do not take advantage of the situation.


Now, tell me that pairing gratitude and vengeance is seemingly anything but irrational.


Neurologist Antonio Damasio demonstrates in Descartes' Error:  Emotion, Reason, and the Human Brain, expands on the irrationality of any being that is completely rational (sorry, Spock, in the end you are irrational, with the exception of your seven year itch period).  In this great book (get it at Amazon here - http://www.amazon.com/Descartes-Error-Emotion-Reason-Human/dp/014303622X/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1222543845&sr=8-1 or at least read the summary) demonstrates through historic cases and in his own more modern cases that individuals who behave as purely rational beings are, in essence, brain damaged.  He demonstrates conclusively through patients who suffer damage to parts of the brain that control emotions yet retain complete cognition (intellectual) abilities yet most often act socially aberrant.


Great, so now we have a purely rational being, in a social context, is in fact irrational.

How did this come about?  Dario Maestripieri, an evolutionary biologist who specializes in the study of macaque monkeys (check out his article at: http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/10/071024144314.htm), maintains that macaque monkeys demonstrate an ability to monitor and maintain the social stature.  In macaque troupes, dropping in the social order can become a matter of survival - or lack thereof.  The socially low monkeys are fringe-livers, where they eat leftovers after the higher-order monkeys (Republicans?) have eaten their fill, and now that we're on the subject of eating, the lower-level monkeys on the fringe serve as bait for predators, protecting the troupe.  It doesn't take a great ape to quickly realize that if an individual can avoid being on the lower tier, which makes them also less "successful" in an evolutionary sense, then they should.  Maestripieri continues to extend the logic to the fact that primates, the social animals that we are, require us to be in tune and constantly monitor social nuances in order to be successful (although when the higher-order members do not pay attention, these fringe monkeys do partake in furtive sex, he admits), a key force for evolutionary success was a small step in brain cc size, but a huge leap for apekind, is expanding intelligence.  Face it.  We are group creatures.  Look no further than the fact that solitary confinement, short of death, is our most severe "punishment" for individuals who do not "behave" (in Integral speak - not behaving according to the right-hand domain rules).


Oh boy.  Reciprocity (fairness) is embedded in us.


We have fairness as an absolute vital axiom in a society.  Green meme rejoices, and if any are reading this (most likely I lost most of them by pointing out the monkeys have a hierarchy), are probably nodding their heads that all are created equal.  Redistribute resources, and get to it soon, they mostly likely will quip.
 

Well, here's where Green (pluralists) begin to deplore me (if not call me names such as "fascist").  I love the thoughts of Thomas Jefferson, which is probably fairly apparent in my writing.  Through this adoration, I would like to address a popular misconception.  That misconception is that "all men are created equal." 


Um.  No, they are not.  Even in the Declaration of Independence of the American Colonies, an explanation follows that people are created equal with "certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness."  Fairness/reciprocity does not mean "equality."


Genetically, people are different.  This is Nature, which the Creator has offset by unalienable rights.  The brutal fact of the matter is, from an anthropological perspective on evolution, free an equal people never existed.  Frans de Waal writes in Primates and Philosophers that as a species that is descended from creatures that are highly social, namely primates (layman's terms, apes), and have been living in groups since we were conceived (macro conceived, not micro - individual). De Waal states directly "Free and equal people never existed.  Humans started out - if a starting point is discernable at all - as interdependent, bonded, and unequal."


Sorry, folks, the evolutionary process is natural system of inequality.  Little fish are eaten by big fish.  That's a brutal fact of life, and the system the Creator put into motion.


"What?  Did he just use evolution and the Creator in the same thought?!?!?"  Yup.


Let's get back to Haidt, since he wrote that evolutionary natural selection seems to have favored the success of groups (and individuals in those groups) that found the ways (both cultural and by extension genetic) to use Gods in reinforcing societal commitment mechanisms such as cooperation and trust.  Religious beliefs - the God or Gods - provide mechanisms that tamp down our selfish tendencies and bolster our social tendencies, which in turn reinforces this evolutionary morality bred into our species. 


Science has not killed God.  God is quite relevant, and in an irrational way, science is getting around to realizing this point.  It is little wonder that second-tier (integral) embodies elements of spirituality.


So, here we are, hard-wired through several mechanisms with a sense of "fairness" in societal terms.  Remember the $20 game?  The sense of fairness goes beyond individual perceptions of personal violations.  Imagine yourself walking your dog in a school zone with a speed limit of 15 miles per hour.  This is a societal "fairness" to the children in ensuring their lives are spared as they head to school.  You espy a driver not heading the speed limit, and ripping through at 35 miles per hour.  What would you do?  Most folks will walk along, fuming internally, but not doing a damn thing about the situation.  There are, however, a select few who will pause to yell and scold at the driver (admittedly, I'm one of those few).  Perhaps expand this example to someone clearly not handicapped and on a mission to purchase beer pulling into a handicapped parking spot at a convenience store.  Do you fume or go at the driver?  Well, those few "moral" or "fairness" police are vital to society.  De Waal, mentioned above, also looks at macaques monkeys (there they are again, ubiquitous little balls of furry primates) and notes that if the few "moral police" in a social system are removed, hostilities increase throughout the entire troupe.


So, we have not "equality" but a system of "fairness."  We also have a demonstrated requirement for "moral police."  This is probably why Ken Wilber (http://wilber.shambhala.com/html/misc/iraq.cfm) sees that a second-tier governance would necessarily prevent first-tier memes from harassing all other memes.  Even in a second tier society, first tier memes exist, since every individual is conceived and born back at beige.  Some level of protection is required from those not evolved from a worldcentric - a second tier that is perhaps more balanced between "vengeance" and "cooperation." 


Some folks, we have even seen it here on Gaia, interpret this requirement as an "integral government, which in form appears no different than many current systems which easily disenfranchise individuals and groups not in compliance with that status quo."


Well, yes.  But, I disagree with the "disenfranchise" piece.  Closer to the truth, perhaps, would be "ensure the fairness in allowing all individuals in society to evolve to the highest level which they desire, and protecting all memes."  This is not "equality," since it probably is not wise to give most first tier memes as free a range as second tier memes.  As KW eloquently highlights " this police force is NOT allowed to tell people what level of consciousness they should be at; it is NOT allowed to govern what individuals do in the privacy of their own homes or dwellings; it is NOT allowed to coerce or intimidate people who are not at the average level of social development. It is, however, allowed to prevent (or punish) those whose public behavior stems from a less-than-worldcentric stance. For example, in the privacy of my own home, if I wish to think about burning at the stake all people who do not accept Jesus as their personal savior, that is my right. However, if I actually shoot you because you do not believe in Jesus, then the State ... can arrest and incarcerate me."


Probably to the dismay of all first tier memes - there apparently will always be a "higher authority", which from the perspective of all those memes, especially higher altitude memes within first tier, is likely completely irrational for any authority to emanate from any meme other than their own.


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Goldfish Grave - Lesson on Perspective

Posted on Oct 20th, 2008 by jeepdog : Warrior Poet jeepdog

It is my experience that things in reality very seldom meet the expectations of my perception.  We draw logical conclusions to that which we observe.  As a species, I believe we are hard-wired to apply our massive computing capabilities to predicting outcomes, and this is one of our evolutionary tools for survival.

Really, that which we do know is the inter-relatedness of  life history, ecology, brain size and sociality; we just do not know exactly how these are connected to each other (see Understanding primate brain evolution ).

So, my view that survival by application of our enormous brains to social situations is as good as any.

Yet, the assumptions that we make in any given situation could be completely amiss. 

Sometimes, a girl may not be quite so "silly" for digging a big-assed hole for a tiny goldfish. 

Oh, yeah, and never underestimate the power of being candid in any situation.

Goldfish Funeral


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